After much wailing and gnashing of teeth I was able to break the fear and insecurity that was blocking my ability to write.

And I spoke with The Editor yesterday. Who liked my opening paragraphs. And gave me a firm deadline.

While it's a little further off than originally anticipated, his vote of confidence made a huge difference. I feel like I know what I'm doing now. I feel like I can do more of this. There may be ups and downs along the way, but I think I can deal with them now.

I owe much in the way of support to Steady Eddie, who, when I'd forgot about sleep and got hysterical, gently reminded me of its great value; and to Lucky Bastard, who always tries to be a "glass half full" kinda guy.

(and a quick nod to all y'all out there too!)