Bloggers' Block Pt 3: A Bad Space

Even though I've pinpointed what could be causing an inability to blog/write on anything other than the personal, nothing's changed just yet.

Actually, it just feels like I'm in stasis.

Part of the inability to change has to do with my environment. I know it does. My apartment is not the best workspace. Everthing here is tucked under the eves, including me, and it's not just dark, but sometimes difficult to breathe.

Literally.

This is the kind of place that's a good crash-pad, but since I'm here all day now, well, I'm doing more than crashing.

I need light and air and straight walls.

I'm also beginning to believe more than ever in feng shui and in certain spaces squashing one's energy. When I switch spaces to a place that has air and light, where I can go out and walk around, I do much, much better.

So, I feel squashed--literally and figuratively. Sometimes I feel like I can't think clearly, and my energy levels are low.

Recently, there's headaches too.

I think I'm stressed beyond at the moment. Which has dammed up everything else inside me. I'm not sure how much of it will move unless I change space, or move, or *something*.

And I need to get out more.